I had wondered whether there was a different way of looking at what we do wrong. There's a pretty deadly standard to aspire to in the Christian tradition, one that discomforts me, not because it is strict but because it seems to leave no margin for being fallible.
I was intrigued to find that around 400AD, Evagrius Ponticus came up with a list of traps for us – thoughts that could confuse our thinking and lead to a world of imagined reality.
There is a parallel with the deadly sins in the Bible, which came along a few hundred years later, courtesy of Pope Gregory. But the emphasis changed makedly. In the original, the emphasis is much more about gaining insights into the mistakes we make – where bad thinking leads to seeing things wrongly.
The original list of definitions made interesting reading for me:
1. Gluttony: Anxiety about our’s health or becoming ill
2. Fornication: Fantasy and obsession with the body – yours and mine
3. Avarice: futile planning for an unreal future – obsession with things that don’t exist
4. Envy: Obsession with the past
5. Anger: Clinging to anger and the resentment that refuses forgiveness
6. Self-pity: (Acedia in the original) where nothing engages our interest
7. Vainglory: Day dreaming about our magnificence
8. Pride: (really spiritual pride) Imagining that we can do things ourselves, without God’s help
Here I found a more practical code which keeps me in touch with my reality and with how I behave in this world. And a pointer to the encouragement that guides me towards an awakened spirit: Pay attention to yourself.
One thing that intrigues me is how 'right and wrong' are such moveable goalposts that continuously evolve over the years and from culture to culture... making me wonder just how much existence they have, independent of the whims of human fashion?
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